asem manis asinApril 17, 2006 8:09 pm

Curhat.

Di tempat kerjaan gue ada dua rekan kerja yang aku curigai punya hubungan gimana…gitu. Aku taulah gimana tingkah orang jatuh cinta, dari mulai malu2 kucing, terlalu banyak senyum, suara yang dimanis-maniskan, membuat komentar2 ngga penting, sok manis, dan panjang deh pokoknya.

Cuma sebelnya, kalau gua lagi kerja sama mereka, dengan kata lain, saya jadi orang ke tiga (orang luar), sementara mereka bermanis-manis kayak dua burung sejoli, huek! muak aku!

Kadang -bukannya aku iri, cuma males aja di”cuek”in dan ngga ngerti mereka tuh ngomongin apa sih?
Kadang pengen bilang, “Are you both enough of this useless conversation?” dan pengen kabur.

Udah gitu, kebetulan aku menjadi rekan si perempuan dan tiap hari makan bareng sama dia, tapi dia ini belum atau tidak mau percaya/jujur sama aku. Jadi kalau dia giliran cerita si cowok A, B, atau C, sementara rekan2 yang lain udah tau dia ngomongin siapa, gua jadi terbengong-bengong.
I know.

Gua masih menyimpan sopan santun dan membenam pertanyaan, “who the heel are they?” sopo sih?

Gua pikir, ni orang ngga sopan. Kalau mo ngomongin rahasia ya jangan di depan gue kek….

Udah ah..segitu dulu postingan ga mutu ini.

Yang jelas udah ketahuan deh gelagat2 org. jatuh cinta…males aja…huh!

asem manis asinApril 8, 2006 6:34 pm

Hi everyone, it’s been a long time I haven’t written anything here and this visit actually just want to say hi to merdeka folks and the rest of my readers.

You won’t believe that I ocassionaly forgot that I have a blog.

But in another time, when there is a need to express my thought, I miss writing in this blog.

I’m not in my best moment of life but neither I have something important to say.

I guess I’m getting old - it’s funny, one day when I was got in a line in a supermarket, I feel disturbed by an old lady who was making a claim about something, and I thought, “Gee, when you get older, you demand too much!”

Well, I’m not as old as that lady, but…I have a lot of claims, protest, demand, bla bla bla..about what? to whom?

It’s all about our circumstances. I want my life easier, more simple, more time, more comfortable, more money, more security, more- more - more…

And I want it now! (it’s exactly what Gabriel Solis said- Desperate housewives)

I’m tired of living humbly. I know what I want and I’m going for it!

to be continued…

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